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Friday, August 15, 20086:17 AM
helo.. wow..its been a hectic week.. sorry for not blogging for many days.. wasnt busy.. but being lazy.. hmm so.. this week.. mon,had test..n den went 2 relax at my rockclimbing gym.. aft that met up my ICS frens at my ICS room.. was tokin shit,crap,making fun of others.. haha.. it was nice..so nice.. den went hm wid a gerl.. mayb i shuldnt haf..shuld haf stayed at ics rm..damn i now hating that day.. a gerl.who laughed,giggled,toked..lyk a vgd fren.. n wenever she laughed she wuld bang her head into me..n came closer..so i thought ok. n eventualli..wen 2 hug her.. n juz a hug oni..nth much.. mayb i shuld haf stopped thr.. but NO.. i went 2 send her home.. gosh.. MY BIGGEST MISTAKE.. she even borrowed money from me..but i juz gave.she said she wuld return me..but well..din..but nvm..money will go n cum..i dun care abt it anywae.. so went 2 send her home,n juz hang out her block.n well..bcame close agn,hugged her,n wen 2 kiss her..well.juz on e cheeks..n i even asked her whether can or not.den all laughed.n even she said im nice 2 b hugged. DAMN y is she lyk tat? or y WAS I LYK THAT? i should haf alighted wen my station came. damn it.. i seriously feel lyk bangin my head..haha.. no la..ookok thats nt e prob... thur,yst i mean she told tis 2 her fren lyk as if i raped her.. den tat idiot,wen 2 tell more.. damn it.. nw e grp i hang out wid,noes abt it.. gosh.. all sees me lyk i raped her lyk tat.. damn it.. as 4 me..i nv do anythin wrong in purpose.. i haf my own feeling which sumtimes cant b controlled..oops..but nw i do.. hmm.. wen a guy hugs a girl,n if she dun lyk it,wad wuld she do..?? stop e guy frm huggin her,or slap him 4 tryin 2 ryte.. arghhh...well she din..n nw.. i gettin e bad names.. hmm world is unfair at times.. n 2day she smsed me.. askin me whether i gt did that b4 2 other girls.. wth.. do i look lyk a pimp?womanizer?cheap idiot?2 u hmm nvm.. cant control e mouths of others.. n heck care.. n if u tend 2 read THIS.. plz keep it 2 urself..dun ask me anythin or spread it 2 others.. plz this is my blog..thats y i wrote it here.. n i dun wan 2 hear this out..plz i hope u guys wuld understand.. thank u
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Profile I bled so much, who would save me? Will you save me? Nesaar,18.. SP,1st Yr Mechanical Student Goin thru alot in sp.. great sch with alot activities..in rockclimbing..this is a small luv story abt this gerl.. I was once an angel, but you tore my wings apart. You leave me bleeding profusely. I shouted for help, but nobody could hear me. I tried to fix my wings and stop the blood, but I couldn't. I transform into a devil. Because of you. A few days later, you said sorry to me. You told me you love me. But I was a devil, You must be afraid. You said You are not afraid, and I said I love you. My wings still torn. Drips of blood still on the edges... I bled, for what. To love you. |